Charlotte Ferrelll's Blog

Delicious Lightness

It is Mother's Day and I have been blessed to participate in two streamings of Agape's Mothers Day worship services and savor the Word from the Mother by Rev. Michael. Unlike the days when I accompanied my other to church and received a red rose because she was still alive and watching the tears well up as she received a white rose because her mother had made her transition, I have no heaviness today. I was awakened with a call from my oldest son - the one setting me on the path of Motherhood- and bathed in sincere, loving encouraing words. Before venturing off to a brunch with my middle and last children, a son and daughter, I listened to the 2nd service. I should say I rode the tide of the 9 am service because the combination of spoken word, prayer, dance and spiritual downlad - sailed me up and down across seas of joy. I heard a word and felt the presence of the Divine Feminine and the touch- the rocket thrust power from the spirit of all the women who have been Mother to me. Everyone stopped by as Rickie BB sand words of welcome, joy , gratitude and healing from Mama, Mary, Nana, Madre and the god that dwells within us. So now I am here feeling like a kite in a wind.. a soaring nice wind that keeps me from hitting tree branches and sends me across the ocean. This lightness is a creative space where I feel like I can -as Rev. Michael urged-unctioned- call out the names of the Mother and welcome them into my writing, my organizing, my celebration of health, my finding even more treasuries of love to bath upon my children and the causes that have become children of my heart. I had a reelation today and I wrote a cceck greater than the amount I have made since 2007- when time went into a woarble and .. I wrote a check of the amotn I will give as a tide to Water in A Dry Land and envisioned the good it will do. I know not where the 100% is coming from to cover that 10% but I feel it in my bones. I feel the certainty that things will be activated for me and I will participate with the same level of integrity that will match the beauty and integrity of the gift. I feel deliciously light and in that don't feel that Ihve to eat anything delicious to feel satisfied or happy. For a week I am going into the rarified air of calling and enjoying God's names: love, joy, wisdom, creativity, patience, prosperity, beauty, myaat, righteousness, spirit, teacher, friend, lover, counsciousness, counselor, God.